coming together

well after today's success at the local fabric store

I'm starting to feel like I can see where our upcoming party is headed

however,

today in my classroom I felt more together and overly panicked all at the same time

tomorrow we begin staff development

which isn't too exciting

but getting to see old friends and co-workers will help the situation

I just need to remind myself that I don't need everything planned the first day

but I still can't stop hyperventilating a bit

but it will be ok

today my former kiddos found out their teacher assignment

now of course they already knew who they were getting

but for some reason knowing they have now seen their names

next to another teacher's name

just makes it seem final 

and reminds everyone that we aren't getting to loop together like we had planned

 I'm just staying positive for them -

I think their adjustments may be harder than my own
now if you are a newer reader to this little blog & are totally confused by what I'm talking about -
this pretty much sums it all up